Here it goes

I have been contemplating to speak my mind out since I got up this morning... was thinking about what is happening in my life (academic) currently and why the odd feeling... I come to school and first thing I read online was that both of India's prestigious projects had some unsuccessful moments in History... I am talking about the failures associated with GSLV launch by ISRO and Agni-III by DRDO... Agni-III was its first launch whereas GSLV was always a success before this one and the last time ISRO had an unsuccessful launch was in 1993... this is impressive for such a fine organization... I am confident they will do better than this next time...

sorry for the digression but for some reason it saddens my heart may be because I am feeling low anyways...
Haven't visited the lab in 1-1/2 days even though I am here at home doing nothing work related... I was just avoiding the frustration at the end of the day in the lab... the details though trivial have been a cause of concern... there has been literally no activity in the lab with respect to any quantifiable data collection... I try things just to verify and sometimes filling the gaps and fixing the loose ends... which do not contribute towards my graduation...

Over the past several days, I have been socializing a lot (No complaints at all) which is very unlike me, I say, given that I have some work or the other to do everyday... there is work even now and I avoided it just to feel good... avoiding, yes, e.g., finished three novels in two weeks, watched some seven movies, almost all the soccor games, etc.
I had such grandiose plans for this summer and no a single project materialized into experiments... in the past I have been able to produce atleast one paper every summer and don't know the prospect of getting enough done in the remaining period for this summer... hope to change situation soon... contd...