random

I guess sometimes I feel out of place... even among people I know... my mind is preoccupied and can't get it free from things happening in life... so happens to be at this friends place I often visit and spend a lot of time... all the people were known to me but I never had a one to one conversation with some... this makes it hard to join the people and talk about life in general... also the group is quite boring sometimes discussing things that some of us have no idea about... I guess it is called group dynamics... well it looks like I am complaining... not really... the issue is when you want to talk to the close ones and it happens to be the party night things aren't as usual... you feel completely out of place and I often leave the place... anyways, it was just one night, actually less than an hour or so before I was out of there and be myself again at peace walking on my way home in an absolutely beautiful weather...

recently I got a department award for academic excellence and was happy that I received... got my certificate yesterday at a banquet... actually when I applied for it, I told my boss I want that money desparately, to get my car fixed among many other things... so I applied and am going to get some tax free money :)...

my writing skills are really being tested right now... as one would see it from my blog it ain't that good and the report is taking a lot of time even though it is technical...

adios

whats happening?

I don't know what is going on right now in life. Its playing games with me and I just let it do so not knowing of the consequences. Time passes by like a wip of air and I hold on to a thought in the hope of happiness and satisfaction. Weather I succeed is the question that comes to mind, often. But, am enjoying the moments and shouldn't let them decide my future. I rest here for today with an eagerness of a child waiting for the goodies to arrive.

Adios